She sits quietly in her own little space, in a place she calls home.
She has always had a place where the world can be shut out
Turing on her brain to hear only that which in around her in
the home.. For years she has had this space only leaving it when
she was finally at peace with herself, or over the years because of a
crying baby. a husband coming or going or needing, or one of God's
creatures needing her attention.
Reflecting on precious Memories, contemplating needs and
full filling the need to still find time for herself to be whole.
Whole in her heart and mind..Whole so she could live her goals
As a child she wanted a good marriage, a faithful husband,
children to raise who would be compassionate, caring and self
motivating.. All those Memories , She had it all with the good times
and times she thought she would surely fall apart.
All the wars that family and friends fought and brought home with
them. She learned to live with the fears of being a child who could
possibly lose her dad, she learned the lost and lonely feelings when
her husband was sent into harms way and the what if's if he should
be taken from her...The pride felt when their Children and Grand
Children join and put on a Uniform serving the Country they loved
yet knowing at anytime they too could face a war of their own..
Sitting quietly she reflects on all she has overcome, and all the
Memories of Blessings she has received ..All the roads she has
traveled ending up right here today..
Everyone is all grown up and making their own way ..now it's just a
husband and a wife..and God........She knows her Faith in God has
been her salvation............yet today she sits in her space wondering if
she can bring herself peaceful feeligs again during her last few years
ahead of her..can she overcome the fear and frustrations faced with
the one she loves..who no longer remembers from day to day , gets
angry for no reason other than what??? and making sure he never
places himself in harms way..
In her space she finds her peace trusting God to see her through
whatever may come her way today, and all the unprompted