Chrysanna Aiyana Mahina's Blog (8)

In just 2 days will mark my beautiful daughter's 13th Angelversary! As each year pass, my heart and soul becomes lighter and lighter. Lily is still here with me in spirit. Memories of her showing me that she is still here starts to flood my mind:

*My friend "I" and myself were walking across the field going to our once-a-month friend lunch date. We had looked around the field and it was covered with feathers of all sorts of colors! She helped me filled my backpack with these feathers!…

"The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. "

~Mother Teresa

How do we love others? The way we respect, listen to, show our admiration and desires to others. We put so much emotional feelings and physical essence into showing the ones we love. What about yourself? Have you shown yourself that "You love You"? To some of us, that is a rather new concept. What exactly is Self-love? Self-love has many attributes that are blended together:…

You are not defined by your past! You are growing from each second, minute, hour, day, week, month, year, and decade..Take the time to improve yourself and becoming who you wanted to be! Forgive yourself from past mistakes. Your past mistakes were based on your decisions that made sense at the time and felt right in your heart and mind. You can overcome those past mistakes by learning from them and continue to be the person you wanted to be! You are like a budding rose blossoming! Every…

This is just a small insert from a book that I am currently writing:

~Chrysanna Aiyana Mahina

“Good Morning Beautiful!” as I look at myself in the mirror, fully naked at that! Brownish hair with streaks of glittering silver here and there. Two sparkling eyes of ocean blue. A smile that warms your body. Curves with few places that needs to be toned. A mother's body, for sure. Of course, there are still times I feel that I am “not beautiful”. When those days hit, I just listen to…

There were but two beneath the sky-
The thing I came to kill, and I.
I, under covert, quietly
Watched him sense eternity
From quivering brush to pointed nose
My gun to shoulder level rose.
And then I felt (I could not see)
Far off a hunter watching me.
I slowly put my rifle by,
For there were two who had to die-
The thing I wished to kill, and I.
~Unknown Author

Oh our Mother the earth, Oh our Father the sky,

Your children are we, and with tired backs

We bring you the gifts you love.

Then weave for us a garment of brightness;

May the Warp be the white light of morning,

May the Weft be the red light of evening,

May the fringes be the falling rain,

May the border be the standing rainbow.

Thus weave for us a garment of brightness,

That we may walk fittingly wher ebirds sing,

That we may walk…

Today is Autism Awareness Day! Some will Light it Up Blue, while others display Puzzle pieces, and some help out their local programs that help families with Autism! My son is a handsome 6 year old with a beautiful heart...even though he has multiple disabilities..Autism is one of them..Take time out today to research about Autism and how it effects families and friends. Blessings of Light and Love~~Chrysanna

December 3rd 2014

This evening, I (Christina) wanted to reflect my day that had happened couple days ago.. It was a cloudy bitter cold morning...while a friend and I were having our once a month girl time coffee and breakfast...one of her friends (a stranger to me) was sitting next to us with her daughter. She was telling us all that had happened to her recently..then all of a sudden she started to break down...as tears flow down her cheeks..I got up and just hug held her until she…